Tomorrow is my finals and you couldn't imagine how terrible is the feelings deep inside my heart. I never stress myself for examinations since primary one or maybe pre-school? ( That's why 'E'lephant is my best friend) except my Malaysia Certificate of Education but now, the feelings are equal as how I felt during MCE even a school-based exam. Is it because my self-demands are getting higher or maybe the syllabus are getting hard? O, both.
My former Econs teacher told me I would probably look much older than a ordinary Pre-U graduater after I complete my Malaysia Higher Certificate of Education and I wondered. Tony Leung are still famous and popular even 40++ , I think Choy-meng Leong would be the same or maybe beyond the limit. Lol.

Don't wish me luck :[


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恋爱就像动手术打吗啡一样
打了后毫无痛楚
但
醒过来后
才察觉
原来身上多了道疤痕



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那落叶

被遗弃了
还是它放弃了？
也许它根本无力挽留 ......

-fishiie-

Sixth Form

My crazy classmates and I.

The others.

Obviously they was eating and interrupted by me XD

Cheers! :)

and
last but not least

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
maaf zahir & batin :)

to all the Muslim



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车子还没停下，心里就有一种莫名的忐忑，这不是约会而是属于我们的聚会。看到他们的感觉真的很亲切，以前的感觉滂湃地涌现。我们的话题很开，从上到下，内到外都可以倾谈一番，我也很久没发表那么多了，可能是没有对象的关系。
离开高中生活已经超过半年了，我还是常挂念以前那疯疯癫癫的岁月。明显，大家都有各自的生活和不同的社交圈子，但是他们还是那么的无与伦比，他们从来不知道我很不习惯他们在我生活中的缺席。当然，现在初院有了新的同学，交流还蛮不错，但总是没有那份熟悉。
SPM的最后一天，当我踏出考场的那一刻，我的眼泪在我眼眶中徘徊，因为它能体会我的伤感。我没跟他们说过，但是我真的很想告诉他们，谢谢他们给我的熟悉，那不能替代的熟悉。没有他们的体谅与了解我以前不会无顾虑的执行任务，因为我知道我每踏入班的那一刻我会得到谅解与支持，他们给我的动力似乎超越了跟我共事的队员。我不懂他们是否真心，没机会怀疑，但如果真的有缺角，我只能对他们说 “对不起，谢谢”。


愿幸福安康。


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p.s. 时间无情的流逝，我们有两个选择：一，跟它一样无情；二，站在原点盼望。很矛盾，但是很现实。


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Fairness, the quality of treating people equally or in a way that's right or reasonable.

Excellent, extremely good.

Education, the process of teaching and learning in school or college, or the knowledge that you get from this.

Any connection between fairness , excellent and education? Let me show you. One of the teacher failed his or her English Test for PPSMI and he or she still awarded as the Teacher of Excellent. If you ask a primary student, what's EXCELLENT, I think he or she could tell you the meaning clearly. Excellent means extremely good. A teacher that's excellent, he or she must extreme good in teaching, educational personality and characteristic. He or she should be the role model of other teachers. Am I wrong? Unfortunately, a teacher who failed his test and not even full fill the basic requirement of a teacher of excellent is the role model of other teachers now. So for those who think or you think they're excellent in teaching profession, do not blame the authorities for lack of fairness, they should FAIL the test as well next year to prove that they are actually 'excellent'.
Owh, It's is nothing to do with M'sia, it's a personal attitude problem and office politic. A racial educationist would produce a racial leader of tomorrow. If there's fairness, there will be a excellent education system and a excellent leader of tomorrow.



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