逆向

2011-09-18T14:14:00.003+08:00

这是个怎么样的雨季？眼看见雨点的散落，脸上额外落寞；耳听见的滴答滴答，心情额外惆怅。呆呆地坐在沙发上，凝想着某一天的某一个段落。也是同样的天气，天空灰灰的，毛毛细雨，两人身上穿的是带点青涩的校服，同时抬头昂望着淅沥沥的雨点从天空落下。

啊，没带雨伞。

心里似有共识，一，二，三！冲！两人背着笨重的书包和课本向前奔跑，奔跑中我还来得及用双手替她遮挡雨点。你我心知，两个手掌的面积多大？我又不是绿巨人，但是还是要做样，噢，我是说还是要为别人遮风挡雨的。雨中漫步？落汤鸡般地浪漫。

嘴角微微的翘了起来。

“马不停蹄”地跑进了书局避雨，进入书局的那刻被里头的空调惊了一惊，两人在狼狈地颤抖。握着冷冰冰的双手，顿时想起书局外头的小吃店，为她买来了热腾腾的巧克力威化松饼，她笑了。其实我也在颤抖，不过她的笑容散发了温温的气息，心都暖了。

知道吗？其实手表的秒针挺讨人厌的，因为它的前进，某些东西要悄悄地流逝。外头的雨已经潇洒够了，而她必须上补习课了。特地拖慢脚步，一步一步地送她到中心的门前。道别了，上着楼梯时，她总依依不舍地回头望，凝望着她的双眼，微微的点点头，挥挥手。

转身，迈向公车站。

这是个离别的雨天………

离别的雨季。

2011-09-18T11:23:00.003+08:00

匆匆地离别，

离别的匆匆；

抉择的冲动，

思绪密密缝。

2011-06-01T09:16:00.001+08:00

我的部落格要解冻了！

2010-12-27T11:18:00.002+08:00

你说他不在乎
可是他在乎到骨子里头去了

可是
你没察觉

2010-12-26T19:51:00.003+08:00

每个人背后总有自己的人生
或许是一些不能用文字叙写的
也或许是不能用言语诉说的
而我
比较喜欢用文字去表达伤感

一颗颗用心刻画的文字
不是无病的呻吟
是透彻人生的心声
是一幕幕的人生舞台剧
是点点滴滴的回忆
是不能言语的酸楚
是历历在目的恐惧

是夜空上繁星点点的忧愁

2010-12-17T08:46:00.005+08:00

90后的时代

到底这过去的二十个年头我在忙些什么？

小时候
我不记得了
只知道我的儿时玩伴
是........

风扇

是的
无论是吊着的，站着的，放着的，活的，死的我都要！

I <3风扇

不准笑，不要取笑我！

小学时
没有忧愁
只有肚子饿时无奈的烦恼
每节数学课都会被老师叫去背乘法表
挨了无数的鞭子
因为不做功课是我的强项
单纯的我总被肥婆班长欺负~
你可以想象

中学的青涩
是我最快乐的日子
可是慢慢地
烦恼犹如涌泉
课业
人际
还有那飘渺不定的方向
有时候迷茫
有时候坚定
坚定后是迷茫
迷茫后是坚定
但是
我还是快乐地成长
我还在长高哩！

到了20后的现在

我学会珍惜
我学会爱
我学会包容
我学会很多很多的东西

是与非
对与错
都因该在我迈进独自的20年代而自动删除
为我后续的人生增加容量
因为我还得面对很多的快乐
或许是狰狞
可是我必须面对

谢谢你们的祝福
你们的祝福为我的路途铺满纯朴而清香的太阳花 :D

最后
我绝对要隆重又铺张地感谢Alice
是的
她有时候很野蛮，噢！不是!是刁蛮~
有时候忧郁
有时候很成熟
有时候却撒娇得像五岁的小孩子
可是
没有她的陪伴
我会是一朵枯萎的太阳花
我会因为她而更绚丽
谢谢她！

一切的困境带给我坚强
一切的快乐带给我动力

我要出发咯~
:D

2010-11-15T17:25:00.000+08:00

又来到这十字路口

总在这个时候回忆会在脑海里徘徊
它阻扰了清晰
回神时却发觉自己错过了行人道的绿灯
原来就在人来人往的街道
我就曾经独自站在街道怀念

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其实
我没有冷漠
只是不想把你半空悬着
去你想去的地方好吗？
那不会是你单独的遗憾
可是
别让遗憾灌溉了我们的绿洲
我们会再重逢的
知道吗？

-fishiie-

2010-10-26T20:31:00.000+08:00

渐渐忘了..................
原来还有一个地方给我吐露心声；

-fishiie-

2010-09-16T11:28:00.001+08:00

Hey pal, been long time I never update my blog. Be patient, I will be back soon. Just few more month I'm gonna get over from hell and I will survive! LOL Okay, I knew I'm not going to pass my HSC with flying colour, but I just wanna try my best :D So, pray for me.

-fishiie-

2010-06-28T14:58:00.000+08:00

欣赏她。集气质、才华和样貌于一身，台湾创作歌手 : 陈绮贞
Cheer Chen Chi-Chen- beautiful face, fiery temperament and talented, aren't she?

2010-06-26T10:14:00.000+08:00

我只是不喜欢陌生的感觉......

-fishiie-

2010-06-20T21:33:00.000+08:00

Oh, tomorrow full with sorrows, that's how I describe my first day of second semester. That's not only tomorrow, but my days will full with grief after day and day D: Anyways, it's another starting point, have to set a new benchmark, so do you think I can achieve? May I be blessed with the glory of Him. Same to you, all the best in your new semester! Ever onward, people!

-fishiie-

2010-06-16T14:28:00.000+08:00

该逆向或顺流？如果你迷失在一条河流，你会循着顺流去找出路，还是循着逆向去找源头？倘若你做怪咔选择逆向，你会违背半数人的意愿，但你做你爱做的，不违背自己。不是不合群，不是叛逆，而是去寻找生命中的不一样。

很多事情都一样，顺流你能成功，但只有逆向你的成功才会显得突出。世界上每天有多少人成功？而你和我却只占了地球表面的多少面积？

-fishiie-

2010-06-13T09:37:00.000+08:00

女人总爱抱怨男人满口谎言，但是她们却酷爱男人的甜言蜜语和天荒地老的承诺，而每夜有多少忧郁和脆弱的眼眶为这些大谎言悄悄画下泪痕。别傻了，回归现实好吗？为什么要让它成为爱与不爱并行。

-fishiie-

2010-06-07T20:20:00.000+08:00

六月了，郁闷和潮湿的天气笼罩着点点的忧郁，而此时的我正在整理我那杂乱不堪的书柜；同时，我在翻阅着我的回忆，一页页的校刊、笔记和一张张的照片是杂乱的抚慰。虽然不是第一次，但是每次打开信封之前还是满怀期待，好像期待着它为我记起任何点滴。纸张上的每一个文字会是我傻笑的原因，傻笑后还是得面对那杂乱的书柜。看着那书柜我只有感叹，就好像我们之前的杂乱，四年间的杂乱。这段期间我不断回搜记忆中零零落落的碎片，我还记得四年前第一次约会你穿红色衣服，你喜欢吃巧克力，你酷爱粉红，很多....... 而在这的同时我常感到愧疚。伤感和伤痕是难以抹去的回忆，过去、未来和现在是附在书柜上的灰尘，使关系充满朦胧与矛盾，但我们仍然努力。只想在这里感谢你的付出、谅解与关爱，没有你，我不会有毅力去清理我的书柜。XD

谢谢你为我的生活加油：）

-fishiie-

2010-05-29T01:50:00.000+08:00

那种犹如发丝般的错综复杂，让我感到无言和无可奈何。没有人能够体谅，没有人能够了解，他们顶多只会给我带点敷衍和表面的认同。你们也许觉得事情发生在他的身上实在可悲，或许别人也感到莫名的悲愤，可是....

我错在那里？我没去夺、去偷，我只循着常人的途径去追求，就那么简单地追求我想要的。爱与不爱真的就如词语般简单？词语也许可以撇清一切，但是它又是多么的卑微。

我没有奢望，我只想平静地爱。我没有刻意去介意别人的想法，但是有时候周遭的环境总让我窒息、忧郁。

-fishiie-

2010-05-11T19:37:00.000+08:00

在繁忙中，同学忽然问了我一道问题：

“财铭，你还记得怎样摺纸船吗？”

我双眼在她递给我的旧车票上打转，在思考。我很熟练地把车票拿起，然后不断地依着脑袋中的步骤把车票摺着....摺着....我竟然忘了！反复地与纸张周旋，灵机一动！把纸船高举，我记得！哈哈~ 全班顿时给我带点讽刺的欢呼。有的人，觉得此举很幼稚，不过纸船一艘，只有安亲班的小朋友才会摺纸船。我也不晓得为什么我会有那刹那的快感，只是觉得它唤起已埋藏深渊的回忆：童年。

我在想，现在的小孩还有童年吗？早已被繁重的课业、频密的补习技能班所俘虏，面目全非。犹记得小时候回到外婆家，不管连绵细雨还是倾盆大雨，我们仍然会蹲在沟渠旁把用旧报纸摺成的纸船一个个放出去，我们没询问它的归期，但是好想跟它在水中快速前冲。想到这里，惆怅的脸隐隐约约。

不太介意别人嘲笑“幼稚”，对我来说它是褒义词。可以幼稚的时间很短，但是成熟的路却长得让人颤抖，当你被压力压得喘不过气，你就不会急于向往“成熟”。中学时，常看见有些女生，身上穿着青春洋溢的学校运动服，手上却提着一个俗得连我老妈也不拿的名牌包包，超俗！是不是该看自己的年龄和装扮来搭配呢？

其实，想告诉她，她脸蛋已经很美了，青春就是名牌~
装得像大人一样，可是脑袋空空，露馅了还不是一样糗。

-fishiie-

p.s. 香烟不是长大的标签，纯粹个人喜好和自由，可是如果你连香烟都抓不好就请你再抓两年Rocky饼，草莓巧克力随你，别在人面前刻意地“吐废气”，我家的汽车也会。

2010-05-08T15:18:00.000+08:00

话说最近很多不可思议的事情发生，而差点挤爆我脑子的容量。感情生活中有稍微不愉快的事情发生，但是我们还是过得很好，感谢祝福。而对于那些莫名的介入，谢谢关心，但是我不能忍受那些十分个人化的指责，你喜欢就好，随便你随意篡改。老子忙得快疯了，活动完了就赶去中心，也没闲空特意去向你鞠躬解释，好像没必要。

说起来，我们的关系也不知为何渐渐疏远，听说你挺气我的，但是你凭什么气我？我害你不成？我还顶天立地呢！都长大了，不罗嗦。一个人记着恨，就永远只有灰暗，他是不会幸福的。

好可怜哦，又要备考了！可能是“老”了，经不起折腾，每次都是带着沉重的心情翻开每一页。日复一日的生活，真悲哀，生活该如此吗？恨不得赶紧会考，但是我想会考前夕我会死去~ 那些老师不断的向我们抛压力，什么屁期望一大堆，搞得我们个个都快变态了，夜不能寐啊！

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最悲哀的是相处时间少了，必须取舍，搞到每次见面我都好像春心荡漾似的*羞*
形象垮了~

-fishiie-

2010-05-05T19:37:00.000+08:00

让我沉默

让我沉没

沉默于沉没

沉没于沉默

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-fishiie-

2010-04-26T18:11:00.000+08:00

【引用】

这般花花草草由人恋，生生死死随人愿，便酸酸楚楚无人怨。

― 《牡丹亭 • 第十二出 • 寻梦》

2010-04-23T17:40:00.001+08:00

Going to sit my MUET tomorrow
well
I wish I won't do the second sitting in the end of the year
which is impossible to achieve
:)
anyways
all the best

-fishiie-

p.s. Nah, a low band 4 is enough for me, really.

2010-04-20T20:36:00.000+08:00

就是那么的冷淡淡，冷得直入我心房。

-fishiie-

2010-04-06T21:02:00.000+08:00

我学华文，故我思。

-fishiie-

2010-04-04T09:25:00.000+08:00

操！风流倜傥的我毁容了~
也没那么严重，只是皮肤敏感而已
一看镜子就想把我自己捏死
该死的脸霜

真妖孽

不要问为什么用脸霜
你看
她的皮肤也太超过了
每天和她对望时我就无地自容
罢了
老子就只有“望梅止渴”
就是爱看她：）

-fishiie-

2010-03-27T19:39:00.000+08:00

你不可以那样说我。

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我可以横眉冷对别人在我身上刻画不属于我的指责，但是偏偏我不能抵挡你在我身上刻画时的伤痛。我选择沉默和哑忍我的伤痛并不代表你可以得寸进尺、无的放矢地践踏和否认你在我心目中的位置，我沉默是因为我真的很疼，我只能气若游丝地说不是那样的，你听得到吗？

-fishiie-

2010-03-22T18:33:00.000+08:00

成绩不理想时，总爱用：“书读不完，路还要走” 这烂句来好好给自己的心灵来个慰藉。

在我们猛喊口号要成为先进国的同时，我们还应用者早该长埋黄土的教育制度，还引以为傲地以为自己在不断“前进”，显然我们在后退。教育制度被那些混账的王八蛋朝夕令改，令我们这些“白老鼠”无所适从。

我们有那么卑微吗？就是那么卑微！他们以签字奉承为己任，而考试和学习的却是我们，他们懂吗？但是也不能责怪这班窝囊废，有时候我们也太过自相矛盾。试题太难，投诉！试题不难，没水准！到底要的是低水平的全科特优，还是要国际水平的全科及格呢？

别停留在N年代狭窄的思想，好像你买基金那时的态度和想法，那是一个长远的投资。没有人一出生就会英文，就好像我活了十九年还是搞不懂数学。为什么？我懒惰兼没兴趣，或许你可以说我笨，但是别强迫我修我不喜欢的科目，学来干嘛？

-fishiie-

UN rejects export ban on Atlantic bluefin tuna

2010-03-20T13:50:00.000+08:00

Fishing nations from Africa, Asia, Latin America and the Caribbean complained any ban would damage their fishing communities. Japan won over scores of poorer nations with a campaign that played on fears that a ban would devastate their economies.

They worried bout their economies and their food supplies, but they never care about the tuna.We're living things in this earth, we are living in the same earth and we have the equal rights.We're human beings, we're little bit wiser? doesn't mean we can make a choice for their life, even your own offspring. They have their own life and it's a marvelous gift for them from Him,but not you, so tell me, which position you are in?

-fishiie-

2010-03-19T12:09:00.000+08:00

超怀念从前独自到星巴克消磨时间的日子。从前外出都喜欢形单只影，而现在却形影不离。方式和感觉改变了，但是咖啡还是一样的香醇~

喝咖啡

相依偎

:) 笑笑

没烦恼。

-fishiie-

2010-03-18T12:23:00.000+08:00

这个假期让我感觉飘渺，碰巧老妈飞去台湾了，可以驾着车子到处污染环境，坏榜样，死孩子。

-fishiie-

2010-03-15T09:16:00.001+08:00

If you press me to say why I loved her,
I can say no more than because she was she, and I was I.

2010-03-11T23:16:00.000+08:00

无论如何，这次我有说再见，我改了。
但是，我换来的只是既匆匆又无情的油门声......

别用女王的态度来对待我，因为我是国王。

-fishiie-

2010-02-25T10:01:00.000+08:00

我一直以为遗忘是不可改变的宿命，但是你的话语却让宿命崩溃。过去五年，你那密密麻麻的创伤和我那冷冷淡淡的忽略却成为今天警惕我们要握紧双手的原因。你告诉我 “女人会把最刻苦铭记的爱情当成初恋。” ，我没有很多段爱情，但是我偏偏执着那连手都没握过的初恋。我那第一次的恋爱，我唯一的初恋。

-fishiie-

p.s. 我知道我比你奶奶唠叨，但是你却比你奶奶执着。

2010-02-25T09:30:00.000+08:00

仰望

似有像繁星的懊恼
也有像夜空无边的忧郁

而
灯塔忘了使命
指南针也忘了方向的叮咛

我
像在狂风暴雨被遗弃的伞
随风飘
时腾空
时落地

伞
何去何从？

-fishiie-

2010-02-13T21:50:00.000+08:00

我没有十八朵从老远快递的玫瑰，我只有一颗陪伴我熬过岁月寒冬的心，我把它给你好吗？

谢谢你为我的每一天添上了无比的色彩。
谢谢你的谅解，
体贴
和
你那傻傻的笑容。
傻瓜，祝你情人节愉快！:D

-fishiie-

p.s. 我们有距离吗？

2010-02-13T09:57:00.000+08:00

寅
(yin)

敬祝
新年快乐，虎跃昂扬！
Wishing you a blessed and prosperous Chinese New Year,
all the best
in this year of tiger.

2010-01-24T19:04:00.000+08:00

朋友，别被忧伤折腾。尽管天使不怜悯忧郁的你，我们还会用我们的水彩为你彩绘你心灵的每一个空荡，为它画上永不褪色的色彩，让那色彩与你一起与时间飞舞。

站起来，呐喊！然后继续生活。

-fishiie-

2010-01-22T17:15:00.000+08:00

I took a deep breath, but I couldn't feel the oxygen. It's so airless, I can hardly breathe.

-fishiie-

2010-01-15T16:23:00.000+08:00

每看你含泪的双眼，心会很突然有一丝丝的疼痛。无能和无言的我只可以用双手轻抚你的脸颊，然后用那我粗糙的拇指把你的泪滴擦干。紧紧拥抱你的同时，我在思量，为什么在这蓬勃的都市里每夜有那么多人哭泣，而我只特别在乎你一个。别滥用我的在乎，它会希望你好好过。

-fishiie-

2009-12-25T20:52:00.000+08:00

你在咀嚼我的心，但是我喜欢被你咀嚼。

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二五一二，耶诞。我不怎么期待一个热闹喧哗的耶诞，因为我自私，我只想和你单独地度过。

-fishiie-

2009-11-28T18:55:00.000+08:00

华小生是 Copycat?

低级教授，低级言论。他，不值得我们的讨论，因为他狗口里长不出象牙。我们应该反躬自省，为什么我们会培养出这一些民族的渣滓，总爱把大便往自己脸上贴。对，他就像老妈常说的 “不知所谓”，一位不知所谓的大便教授。可悲。

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昨晚到 zouk 协助朋友为活动出席者登记，顺道体会夜店生活，还蛮愉快。唯一受不了的是，我感觉好像尼古丁过滤器。哈哈。还是咖啡店比较适合我消磨时间。

-fishiie-

p.s. 全国华小历届师生都应该向这位老糊涂“致敬”，为表谢意，每人该拷贝（copy）一些大便往他脸上贴。

Gasing Hill, PJ

2009-11-16T19:17:00.001+08:00

老子今天上山去！:D
哇，有唱山歌的冲动~

“叉烧包，谁爱吃刚出笼的叉烧包~ ”
好啦，
那不是山歌，
只想唱出我对叉烧包独特的情怀。

Definitely, fortunately and beatifically
I skipped school today
and
went to Gasing "San" (山 Hill in Canton)
According to the aunties
there are big difference between
Gasing Hill and Gasing "San"
but we still couldn't spot the difference after 1 hours plus jungle tracking
=______=
Ada story actually and it probably will make u laugh,
tell you when we meet up :)

-fishiie-

2009-11-05T18:59:00.000+08:00

Fiery and feisty , they oozes charisma.

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你问我
挂念的是谁
我会告诉你是她

你问我
失恋了怪谁
我会告诉你无差

你问我
放不下的是谁
我会告诉你没有其他

他们和我一样，走着我走过的路，和我一样选了一份“千夫所指”的差事。他们提供“全免”的服务，不断地捍卫，有时候也不知道为什么而捍卫。我不晓得他们觉得值不值得，我也曾经犹豫，但是开心就好。我不会去理会适不适合，反正觉得开心就会用心做，用心做就会做得好，比别人好就比别人适合，不是这样吗？不论多有目标或得到什么，不开心，一切都是徒然。

今夜的星星和月亮都属于你们，而明天的太阳必定为你们照亮！

希望你们继续茁壮地成长！

-fishiie-

p.s. 很土噢？勉励的话不就是那么土的吗？习惯就好。

2009-10-27T19:46:00.000+08:00

那令人厌恶的闹钟声是我每天早上的开场白，出门前梳洗是我的招牌动作。六点半的捷运是我每天连鞋带都不系就急着上车的原因。到了车站我会排队向那同样臭脸的售票员购买跟昨天一样蓝的捷运票，然后经过同样的闸门，站在同样的月台等捷运。

捷运到了，一样的黄蓝色。上车后，坐在同样的金属座位，在闸门关上前，它依然鸣着同样的警示钟。门关上了，它依然默默地行驶在同样的铁路, 向从同样的方向出发，还固执地停在昨天的每个捷运站。

车厢忽然让我重温昨天的拥挤，而昨天坐在我前方的妇人依旧翻着同样报社的报纸，左边的女孩还是在忙碌地赶未完的功课。远望窗外的天空，没有特别的惊喜，还是那要白不白，要黑不黑的纳闷天空。

同样的方向，同样的铁路，同样的车厢。惋惜的是，在我身旁的再也不是那我熟悉的你。

-fishiie-

p.s. 有时候，我会期待从东边升起的不是太阳，是月亮。

2009-10-17T07:40:00.000+08:00

爱你，海枯石烂，
被你遗弃，我离开。有时候，不被你遗弃我也得离开。
爱我，天崩地裂，
被我遗弃，你离开。有时候，不被我遗弃你也得离开。

告诉我，爱有规则吗？承诺在那里？

-fishiie-

p.s. 是的，我是负心的人。尽情地奚落我，讽刺我，嘲笑我，践踏我，讨厌我。我不会有感觉的，因为你老早已认定你是唯一伤心，惋惜，在夜里哭泣的人。我不在乎。

2009-10-16T10:25:00.000+08:00

I'm sorry if I'd disappoint you. I'm not perfect and there's nothing good about perfections, it could make me hardly breath when I trying to be the perfect one for every one of you. I'm just a foolish as I knew that's impossible but I'm still trying to be. I've did what I could, don't expect me to do all because I only have pair of hand. Ah no, I have only one because the other already disable to function since yours separated with mine on that grievously day. So what you expect me to do now?

anyway,

Happy Deepavali! :)

Enjoy the Festival of Light! triumph of good over evil, the victory of light over dark!

-fishiie-

2009-10-10T09:27:00.000+08:00

Ganyang Malaysia?!

I'm not teaching you Fifth Form's history.

Oh, if you read this week's newspapers you will know what I'm talking about. They only think the evil side of us but they never think all the good we've done. I do admit that there's a bunch of rubbish doing something hurts their feelings but it doesn't represent 28,310,000 of us right? Some of them just can't think rationally and how about the problems that cause by their people in our state then? Do we discriminate their students that study in our state? and the discovery channel already explained it's their fault, why some of them are still so stubborn yet acting so aggressively? No matter how, all the humans would rather living together peacefully in this world, do not bring us any trouble because we couldn't take any war in this day and age anymore. Why? look at the weapons nowdays and compare with the previous one. The previous one could destroyed Hiroshima, the first city in history assaulted by nuclear armament when the USA dropped an atomic bomb on it on August 6, 1945 and what do you think about now?

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什么是快乐？而幸福的定义是什么？你和我对快乐与幸福有不同的衡量但我们往往却同样在快乐与幸福的边缘盘旋着。

-fishiie-

p.s. 你畏惧或拒绝绽放你的精彩？看不起你。

2009-10-02T16:47:00.000+08:00

哇哈哈哈哈哈......

开心！

我知道你会说我情绪化，但是我真的不能压抑我的喜悦。知道吗，我这次的考试考得还不赖，没丢你们的脸。害我之前还忐忑不安，但它最终还是要死在我的手上。我从学校一直狂笑到捷运站，上了车厢还在疯狂贱笑一直到终站，我从Anson脸部表情晓得他很想把我揍死。怎么样？让我开心一天会死咩？让我炫耀一天会死咩？很久没那么愉快鸟，请不要怀疑。

放学后跟Yvonne和凡吃午餐之后就回Saujana看看久违的老师们，老师说我胖鸟！我已经勤运动鸟，别欺负我，我很容易崩溃。哈哈。考试周会自然发胖的，你试想早餐后必须坐着复习三至四小时而造成的惨况，何其哀！为什么不能站？皆因全体中六都在礼堂考试，站起来是会被人K死的，副校长很勤劳地巡逻考场，猛K瞌睡的人，恐怖分子 :S 但是我还是有睡啦，没中K，可能是俊俏的关系呗 XD

午餐时看到了不知该不该看到的人，没头绪。不管恨，还是不悦，一切都过去鸟。我不应该有半点的惋惜或什么的，当我看到太阳时我不想去挖掘黑暗。任凭别人评价，决定保持沉默，自己晚上能睡就好了。但是我从没负任何人，如果有........欢迎入禀法院或声讨贱男，乐意奉陪XD

-fishiie-

p.s. 当你看到一个男人化浓装，步伐与动作婀娜多姿你会有想吐的冲动吗？原谅我的歧视，但我真的不能忍受，实在太妖鸟！为什么他不好好当男人呢？算了，也许他把唇膏当成了润唇膏。(粉红色的！吐！.....)

2009-09-28T20:27:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is my finals and you couldn't imagine how terrible is the feelings deep inside my heart. I never stress myself for examinations since primary one or maybe pre-school? ( That's why 'E'lephant is my best friend) except my Malaysia Certificate of Education but now, the feelings are equal as how I felt during MCE even a school-based exam. Is it because my self-demands are getting higher or maybe the syllabus are getting hard? O, both.
My former Econs teacher told me I would probably look much older than a ordinary Pre-U graduater after I complete my Malaysia Higher Certificate of Education and I wondered. Tony Leung are still famous and popular even 40++ , I think Choy-meng Leong would be the same or maybe beyond the limit. Lol.

Don't wish me luck :[

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恋爱就像动手术打吗啡一样
打了后毫无痛楚
但
醒过来后
才察觉
原来身上多了道疤痕

-fishiie-

2009-09-26T22:49:00.000+08:00

那落叶

被遗弃了
还是它放弃了？
也许它根本无力挽留 ......

-fishiie-

Sixth Form

2009-09-18T12:36:00.001+08:00

My crazy classmates and I.

The others.

Obviously they was eating and interrupted by me XD

Cheers! :)

and
last but not least

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
maaf zahir & batin :)

to all the Muslim

-fishiie-

2009-09-12T23:42:00.000+08:00

车子还没停下，心里就有一种莫名的忐忑，这不是约会而是属于我们的聚会。看到他们的感觉真的很亲切，以前的感觉滂湃地涌现。我们的话题很开，从上到下，内到外都可以倾谈一番，我也很久没发表那么多了，可能是没有对象的关系。
离开高中生活已经超过半年了，我还是常挂念以前那疯疯癫癫的岁月。明显，大家都有各自的生活和不同的社交圈子，但是他们还是那么的无与伦比，他们从来不知道我很不习惯他们在我生活中的缺席。当然，现在初院有了新的同学，交流还蛮不错，但总是没有那份熟悉。
SPM的最后一天，当我踏出考场的那一刻，我的眼泪在我眼眶中徘徊，因为它能体会我的伤感。我没跟他们说过，但是我真的很想告诉他们，谢谢他们给我的熟悉，那不能替代的熟悉。没有他们的体谅与了解我以前不会无顾虑的执行任务，因为我知道我每踏入班的那一刻我会得到谅解与支持，他们给我的动力似乎超越了跟我共事的队员。我不懂他们是否真心，没机会怀疑，但如果真的有缺角，我只能对他们说 “对不起，谢谢”。

愿幸福安康。

-fishiie-

p.s. 时间无情的流逝，我们有两个选择：一，跟它一样无情；二，站在原点盼望。很矛盾，但是很现实。

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2009-09-05T15:47:00.000+08:00

Fairness, the quality of treating people equally or in a way that's right or reasonable.

Excellent, extremely good.

Education, the process of teaching and learning in school or college, or the knowledge that you get from this.

Any connection between fairness , excellent and education? Let me show you. One of the teacher failed his or her English Test for PPSMI and he or she still awarded as the Teacher of Excellent. If you ask a primary student, what's EXCELLENT, I think he or she could tell you the meaning clearly. Excellent means extremely good. A teacher that's excellent, he or she must extreme good in teaching, educational personality and characteristic. He or she should be the role model of other teachers. Am I wrong? Unfortunately, a teacher who failed his test and not even full fill the basic requirement of a teacher of excellent is the role model of other teachers now. So for those who think or you think they're excellent in teaching profession, do not blame the authorities for lack of fairness, they should FAIL the test as well next year to prove that they are actually 'excellent'.
Owh, It's is nothing to do with M'sia, it's a personal attitude problem and office politic. A racial educationist would produce a racial leader of tomorrow. If there's fairness, there will be a excellent education system and a excellent leader of tomorrow.

-fishiie-

2009-08-30T12:25:00.000+08:00

Is like a puzzle, when you're in love, all the pieces fit but when your heart gets broken, it takes a while to get everything back together.

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好忧郁的天气，

好灰的天空，

这样的天气总让我想起你附在我肩膀上的温暖。

别人都喜欢那蓝蓝的天，我另类。

阴天有彩虹吗?

不晓得耶~

忧郁的彩虹吗？

-fishiie-

2009-08-26T11:12:00.000+08:00

I think I can escape from homework and assignments for this lovely holiday, I couldn't know my school are so high-tech,

THEY SENT ASSIGNMENTS AND HOMEWORK THROUGH E-MAIL ! O..O

hi,

ini adalah tugasan bagi bab keusahawan. bagi soalan yang belum lagi dipelajari, sila buat dahulu sebagai ulangkaji sebelum saya mengulas di dalam kelas.

tarikh hantar adalah pada 3 September 2009 iaitu pada hari Khamis dan sila buat semasa cuti kerana saya akan menambahkan lagi latihan kamu.

format sama seperti tugasan yang pertama.

ok. selamat bercuti dan jika ada sebarang persoalan boleh hubungi saya melalui email ini atau boleh add ym saya

Hi somemore! -..-

How can they do that to those DEFENCELESS Pre-U students? We are innocent!

p.s. Cam ni, tak selamat untuk bercuti, celaka betul.

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打开了沉默，
随风而来的是残酷，
随风而去的是饮泣。

邂逅了残酷，
迎面而来的是煎熬，
挥之不去的是孤单。

结束了煎熬，
前方的您是否还在原点等我牵您的手？

-fishiie-

2009-08-19T17:08:00.000+08:00

Did your parents told you the same sentence?
This land is not belongs to you? Of cause it's not, because it's belongs to everyone of us. As a youth, do you want to tell the same sentence to your child in the future? What's wrong with the social, the education and the morality? It's a wonderland actually, just contaminated by politics. Politics are bedraggled yet connected with our every day life since thousand years ago. It even control our thinking and conceal the truth, sometimes. Wake up, wake up, you know the truth and you know what to do. Anti-racism, because it's horrible and you will never know how it's going to affect you and your loved one.

2009-08-13T19:54:00.000+08:00

其实我也没有特别的勤劳，我SPM历史特优并不是我喜欢“背”，也不是我喜欢这个科目，只是我要为我自己找另一条出路。很难让人了解为什么我的数学成绩总是强差人意，别人总是用异类的眼光来看我，就因为我是华裔。我习惯了，不怎么在意。我告诉我自己我必须有一些另类的举动，我·很自然地瞄准了“历史”，全力以赴。只有这样才会令人刮目相看。
我小学国文超级烂, 国文单词才会念十个不到。UPSR考了出来，果然不及格导致中学留级一年。那年，被选为班长，但是因为不会说国语而被革职，还每天被老师亏。从我革职的那天起，我就对我自己说要争气，每天放学过后就待在家里练国文发音，不断地重复阅读课本的文章，不断地翻查词典。到了中二，从不会到可以阅读及明白整篇文章，然后可以在台上顺畅的报告，献词和写公函，连老师都以为我国小毕业，真的花了不少功夫。到了SPM，我国文从 UPSR 的D 和 PMR 的 C 到 SPM 的 B3 慢慢的爬上去。B3 并不是很优秀，没有赢过多少人，但是让我知道我在进步，我赢了我自己。
你不比别人做得多，你的价值就不会比别人高。我老爸不是李嘉诚，如果我呆呆地坐着，没有人会给我什么。不必介意你太另类，不必在意你像傻瓜地比别人付出得多，因为只有这样你才是最后的生存者。我的路好像比别人曲折，没有人铺平前面的路让我飞舞，那我只好靠自己慢慢地迈进，我会比你迟，但我不会比你逊色。

-fishiie-

p.s. 还有，你必须了解 “小时了了大未必佳” 的道理。

2009-08-07T13:56:00.000+08:00

汉奸！

最近爱上了评论，而且评论稍微偏激。无论如何，种种评论只是属于个人性批判。看了Kar Yan的部落格，心中那团压抑已久的火焰突然燃烧起来。隔天，就召集“同志”们准备向学校呈交备忘录以表态我们要开大学先修华文班的要求。我校是英校，华文老师是稀有品种，在学校说国语和英语以外的语言都算 LA（Language Abuse）我们学生要大声说华语也不能，无论问候与粗口一律用英文，犯者轻则人财两空，重则斩首示众! 哈哈！开玩笑。继续，我和我朋友就满怀希望地去问其中一位华文老师的意见，老师要我们先问校长的许可，当我们询问她是否愿意担任我们华文班导师时，她给了我们一句感动的句子： “我不入地狱，谁入地狱”。我和我的朋友顿时就想下跪，拿三支香给她拜拜！好一句 “我不入地狱，谁入地狱”！让我们信心满满的准备相关文件然后呈上给校方，并且得到二副的帮助很顺利的进行着。
但是！突然有了变化，那老师原来学过京剧与四川变脸，会变会演，突然说她没答应任教，只是叫我们去问校长的许可并且让校长任命老师来担任导师。你看到那前后差异吗？我们失望，但没有责怪她，她也许有她的难处，毕竟中六华文不是简单的东西。就因这样，我们必须向教育局申请开班并调派导师到我们学校。申请之前，校长要求我们填写我们SPM华文成绩，在我们里头，最高的成绩是A2，最低是B4。他看了我们的成绩后，不太愿意让我们申请开办，因为我们的成绩里没有A1而且参差不齐，深怕学校的百分比会让我们拖累。在一旁的二副连忙向校长解释华文科并不容易考，全国得到特优的学生是少之又少，过后他才愿意让我们申请。
好学校，当然有好校长。有谁比他 “好”？黑头发，黄皮肤，不但不支持自己民族的根，而且还因为那超烂的原因而不给开班！我们不是小气，但是话说了就不能收回来，那话的确刺痛了我们的心！身为一校之长，读万卷书，行万里路，但是教育思想超低级，超肤浅！在朝会时，满口道德伦理，要我们学术与品德并存，什么屁的一大堆。自己眼里只有A，基本的教育伦理都不知道，讲什么道德！塑造什么品德！就好像妈妈常说的：

你读屎片o架？！

我们选修华文并不是因为我们的华文特别优秀，是因为我们要负起我们最基本的责任，学好我们该学的语言! 无论它重要与否，它和我们息息相关，因为它是我们的根源。我从没有不赞成父母把他们的孩子送到国小就读，国小很好，可以精通那无可否认的重要的语言，但是请您至少理智地让您的孩子清楚他们的根源，了解他们的母语, 要不然他们就像迷失了的羔羊，就像没有立碑的孤魂野鬼。无论他多像香蕉，他还是马来西亚华裔公民。

-fishiie-

2009-07-28T20:24:00.001+08:00

沉默了好久，
忽然地涌现，
我们好像措手不及；
就像突然来袭的病毒，
身体无法抗衡，
而产生了极端反应。
肤浅在侵蚀那犹疑的我，
从前在忧虑着我那忐忑的心，
看不清，
脚不定。
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别说，给我一个拥抱好吗？

-fishiie-

2009-07-18T12:21:00.000+08:00

地上鞋印，常常在新雨的洗礼后而逐渐消失，或随着别人践踏而变得模糊。有谁会尝试到他们曾走过的路，去寻找他们曾经共同烙下的鞋印？倘然鞋印已经消失，但我每前进一步，记忆就好像甜、酸、苦、辣在我舌尖环绕。我没被遗忘俘虏，还保持着那该有的温度。尽管有无尽的忙碌，但我还是记得我们一起走过的路。

你好像 ... ... 也遗忘了一些不该被遗忘的。=)

-fishiie-

p.s. 别让黑白成为你仅存的颜色。

2009-07-09T16:59:00.001+08:00

They said... ...

Back to BM?

These people are just mediocrities, usually we classified them as BODOH. As jahil as the people in zaman jahiliah. I really don't mind and support reverse the teaching of Mathematics and Science in English to our National Language : Bahasa Malaysia or mother tongues for national and vernacular primary schools, beacuse it doesn't affect much. But why secondary school, too? Then the students have to study Maths and Science subjects in English again in Sixth Form , matriculation and maybe college or university . What the hell! Anyone of you not okay with Science and Maths in English? For example, My friend failed his 1119 papers and he still can scored a high distinction for Modern Maths and a Grade 3 for Science in SPM. Does it affect if you really work hard? Excellent is not a skill, but an attitude. Everything is just rubbish, if those teachers and students is a bunch of amateurs. Not proficient in English, they can learn! What is the purpose God given them a marvelous gift : life?
Because of some teachers couldn't teach Maths and Science in English so, reverse to BM; because of some students couldn't follow the English curriculum so, reverse to BM. If the persentage and the quality of Additional Mathematics is getting low, is it going to cancel this subject in SPM? Like tikus, run away from hardship.
The status of BM won't be alter, even teaching Maths and Science in English. Sebab kami faham maksud "Bahasa jiwa bangsa". We've been taught that BM is our NATIONAL LANGUAGE since primary 1 till Sixth Form's General Studies. Is in our heart.

-fishiie-

* It's just a point of view of myself.

2009-06-29T09:57:00.000+08:00

【引用】

人生总有那么一个阶段，一个做什么也快乐，一个说什么也真诚的阶段。他们可笑，也可爱。笑他们，皆因我们荒唐过；爱他们，因为我们也曾甜蜜过。 — 《六楼后座》

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对，人生总有那么一个阶段。但是，那个阶段总是短暂，而我们往往在那个时候并不会发现那个快乐的阶段。总是等到过去了以后才后知后觉，才惋惜。我说过，在不同的年龄干相同的东西会有不同的感觉。你可以在结婚三十年后才穿礼服在教堂行礼，但是你不能在三十年后身穿校服在充满青春的校园里谈一场恋爱。冷静，我没鼓励学生滥爱，我也没鼓励他们在这个阶段谈恋爱，那只是个比喻。只要是自己开心，又不伤害到别人与破坏社会伦理，为什么不趁现在勇敢地去追求？你别被韩剧骗倒, 什么三十年后相遇，有缘再会，会个屁勒！在奈何桥相遇吧，要不然就天国的阶梯再会咯。冷静，都说是比喻。其实什么事都一样，勇敢地寻梦，做得对，做得开心就好，不需要用别人尺来活我们自己的人生。你不会再有一次十八，不管你多像十八。

-fishiie-

2009-06-21T10:51:00.000+08:00

泪速速，

泪簌簌；

情唏嘘，

情欷歔。

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-fishiie-

2009-06-11T20:38:00.000+08:00

不定时地进餐造成我有轻微的胃病，有时候会痛得动不了。才发现，不规律地爱也造成了我有轻微的呼吸困难，有时候会透不过气。

现在不是不能爱，而是现在的爱要比以前付出与需要得多。不是不能付出，而是现在没那样的能力付出。总不能回到像高中时候的‘剧情’，因为时间不允许。

-fishiie-

p.s. 你小学时候吃棒棒糖，你很可爱；你中学时候吃棒棒糖，你很纯真，到你大学的时候你吃棒棒糖，心情好会说你天真，心情坏你就白痴了。只想让你知道不同的年龄干相同的事会有不一样的感觉。

2009-06-06T22:47:00.000+08:00

朋友的价值是什么？互相利用？还是现实的附属品？我说都不是，是一句真切的问候与无限支持关爱。别在意我无意的忽略，不是我不在乎你，而是你不晓得我的在乎罢了。

有时候真的一句简单问候就够了，你又怎么知道我不需要？(:

-fishiie-

Google translate

2009-05-30T19:42:00.000+08:00

【引用】

不爱（橘子）

不爱也是一种爱

所以我才会感概

我们只能爱以不爱

——————

Subconscious fears

2009-03-02T15:26:00.000+08:00

never been so lost before

dont . let. me. down

-fishiie-

p.s. Oh fuck , dont simply judge me by your so call sixth sense.

0214

2009-02-09T19:47:00.000+08:00

厌倦了那不可能的承诺，我只想坚守现在。如果还有明天，我可不可以不要那伪装的承诺？

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-fishiie-

p.s. 把承诺抛开，也许你会爱得自在。

2901 with them

2009-01-31T20:24:00.000+08:00

super delicious, trust me...

erm...better than pizzahut?

Yes. Us again.

Yen Leng, i warn you.
never leave us halfway anymore for the coming gathering.
as you moving to Australia very soon.
no choice.
and
Mr. Potato
I gonna call CYLeng very soon.
so you better appear ASAP.

by the way.
Yvonne always telling lies.
as she told me she's not rich.

nah.
* Doinkz* : -

^___________________^

-fishiie-

p.s. It is the friends you can call up at 4 a.m. that matter...

轻与快

2008-11-21T20:56:00.000+08:00

披头四的音乐响起
那音符对我回忆轻轻地撩拨
让我回味着当我们同在一起

椅子之间零点一的距离
阻碍不了我们无聊的话题
我努力地把你的每一句话都烙在心里
你傻傻的脸总是我的寻梦主题
你撒娇的表情总是我傻笑的主因

惊奇地发现
原来我已潇洒不起
很想大步的跨出去
但我只能狼狈地喘息

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特别的人
要给予特别的祝福

在这儿，要提早给你庆生

Angeline......

生日快乐！

-fishiie-

p.s. 祢的恩赐，我够用。

2008-08-24T20:06:00.000+08:00

People change and forget to tell each other....

what can we take on trust in this uncertain life?
happiness, greatness, pride -
nothing is secure
nothing keeps.
i did not change as i grew older
i just became more clearly myself

Oh,
rains made me sightless

-fishiie-

p.s. physically changed, of cause...

Misty rains

2008-08-04T21:47:00.000+08:00

Giving up doesnt always mean you are weak;
sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go

You flew off with the wings of my heart and left me flightless
i didnt know what to do but let go
well
you and me will meet again

I had been looking for something,
and everywhere i turned someone tried to tell me what it was
i was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which i,
and only i could answer
it took me a long time
and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization
" WHO AM I? "
im nobody but myself.

-fishiie-

p.s. luck never made a man wise...

你是谁

2008-07-22T18:17:00.000+08:00

可能你没有察觉
我总爱傻傻的望着你的侧脸
凝望着
感觉这世界没什么比跟你相处的时间美好

常有一鼓冲动想要搓你的脸
但毕竟舍不得让你疼痛
也有冲动想要摸你的脸
不过身份有点含糊不清
距离的差异
让我明显却步

我们一直都绕着赤道徘徊
很有默契地在找我们之间的平衡点

-fishiie-

p.s. 赤道：没完没了的夏天...

领悟

2008-06-26T19:09:00.000+08:00

(壹)

凌乱
纠缠不清
看不清谁的脸
泛滥
谁也安抚不了

(贰)

小星星
高挂天空一角
对指点它的人
展示着它的力量

(参)

心灵的憔悴
藏在深渊
不能看见
只能细心的探索

-fishiie-

p.s. 生活在同一片土地上，我和你没有什么不同，只是我们走的路不一样；别责怪命运,你可以选择，但你抹杀了这个权利...

找不到

2008-04-27T19:56:00.000+08:00

随着日子的磨炼
心灵变得成熟了
沮丧的历程
让伤口麻痹
无言的结局
让头脑空白
说实在的
这几年来的天空还蛮灰地
以前总爱寻觅着茫然的方向
当找到后
总有一点点的满足
找不到？
那就失落咯
仿佛世界末日
其实现在站在高峰上凝望过去
发觉自己其实有很多的错过
但没有爱错=)
我爱时时刻刻地表现着我的爱
让人知道我在乎
i care
因为我害怕失去机会
意外每一秒都在我们周遭发生
你能安然度过你应该感到自豪和感恩
学会珍惜
但
并不是每个人都能接受
你不稀罕
我不在意
总喜欢活得潇洒一点
不喜欢拖泥带水

坦诚
过去秉承着一种坚持
但现在观点改变了
这坚持显得有点忧心
但
细心的观察
我还是我
只不过
有点糟

我常爱傻傻呆呆的到处走动
放学后
一个人坐公车到mid valley，茨厂街，KLCC 到处逛
不要人来陪
我觉得当一个人的时候
你对某样事情的看法会不同
因为没有人在你耳边吱吱喳喳
眼光总会不同
想体验一下“孤单的观点”
观点会带动着心情改变
很妙
可能是每天对着千多位吵杂学生的后遗症=.="
真的
KL人很烦耶~
讲个不停
滔滔不绝
*我是道地的KL人* ^^V
在人潮汹涌澎湃的购物中心或市中心
还是避免不了声音污染
吵得喘不过气来
很想钻地洞躲起来
但偏偏我酷爱摇滚
闷死了
加上炎热的太阳
就要昏倒
很想像鱼一样凉爽的在水中畅游
这世界充满矛盾
需要以百变的脸孔去适应

-fishiie-

p/s : 摇滚万岁！=X

2008-03-24T20:27:00.000+08:00

外面下着倾盆大雨...

雨，
冷酷无情地洒在地上
风，
毫不留情地任意狂吹
雷，
狂妄地轰轰敲打

而我道出了第一次和最后一次的“I MISS YOU”
人被那灰灰的天空完全的覆盖
急着脚步地向车站走去....

-fishiie-

p/s: no more "i miss you"...

2008-03-22T23:15:00.000+08:00

How can we inspire people to take action on climate change?

Ask people to turn OFF the lights for 1 HOURS
at 8pm March 29, 2008

Created to take a stand against the greatest threat our planet has ever faced, Earth Hour uses the simple action of turning off the lights for one hour to deliver a powerful message about the need for action on global warming.

This simple act has captured the hearts and minds of people all over the world. As a result, at 8pm March 29, 2008 millions of people in some of the world’s major capital cities, including Copenhagen, Toronto, Chicago, Melbourne, Brisbane and Tel Aviv will unite and switch off for Earth Hour.

i just signed up to the new Earth Hour website for 2008 and I thought you might like to take a look and possibly sign up too. Earth Hour is on 29 March 2008 at 8pm, and it looks like it's going to be really big. So far, as well as Sydney, there'll also be Chicago, Tel Aviv, Manila, Copenhagen, Melbourne, Brisbane and Toronto all turning off their lights for an hour in the name of fighting global warming. And I'm sure there'll be more cities by March. Sign up for Earth Hour with me by visiting http://www.earthhour.org/sign-up and join the movement.

-fishiie-

2008-03-16T17:16:00.000+08:00

9 大类型学生 ---> 看看你是属于哪一型！

1) 圣人型(垃圾桶型)
学名：“模范学生”，俗名“好学生”，浑名“书呆子”
(其他别无号数，不及备载)
特征：上课笔记，照单全录，之乎者也，决不遗漏
功能：考前总笔记出处
座右铭：一笔走天下
出没地点：80%以上出现在一至三排，讲座前面
理想职业：拾荒者

2)标准型
学名：“专业学生”
特征：上课浑浑噩噩，下课快快乐乐
功能：保持班级人数，维护师长尊严
座右铭：有笔记就抄，有试就考
出没地点：幅员辽阔
理想职业：公务员

3)一心N用型
学名：“地下学生”
特征：状似用功，实藏玄机，举头有老师，低别洞天
功能：磨炼老师耐心
座右铭：一寸光阴一寸金
出没地点：依段数高明分布，原则以技术者为高
理想职业：编辑人员

4)老憎入定型
学名：标本学生
特征：下棋高手，钓鱼能人，魔音贯耳，不动其心
功能：维护教室安宁(打呼者除外)
座右铭：以不变应万变
出没地点：分布广泛，90%间歇性发作
理想职业：灵媒

5)灵魂出窍型
学名：”超能力学生“
特征：神游太虚，来去自如，偶尔傻笑，自得其乐
功能：寻找中
座右铭：无入而不自得
出没地点：呈点状分布，82%散布中间
理想职业：精神病院住户

6)穿梭自如型
学名：“业余学生”
特征：有缘身在同班中，不识其人真面目
功能：消耗剩余之公假单
座右铭：来无影，去无踪，神龙见首不见尾
出没地点：有他的座位吗？
理想职业：间谍

7)稳如泰山型
学名：“霸王学生”
功能：加速老师血液循环
座右铭：只要我喜欢，有什么不可以？
出没地点：最后一派
理想职业：山寨寨主

8)无耻乱问型
学名：”问题学生”又名“爱迪生”
特征：懂也问，不懂也问
功能：训练师长口才
座右铭：知之为不知，不知为不知，是知也
出没地点：人数稀少，多具惯常性发作倾向
理想职业：立法委员

9)自言自语型
学名：“自闭学生”
特征：细语繁杂，叨叨不休
(严重者手舞足蹈，不能自制)
功能：增加上课情绪
座右铭：老师说，我也说，老师不说，我继续说

-摘录于星州日报副刊-

2008-03-14T16:22:00.000+08:00

i dont request not because i dont want to
is because im afraid
im afraid that i request more i hurt more
im trying to protect myself maybe
and maybe our relationship too
just dont want it fall to pieces
i counldnt tell you much
cause you're not suppose to know much
i completely understood your situation
so i stopped

the feelings is strong
everything has started
and i decided to go on
well, let it be
give up or not is another question
the question that i couldnt answer
nobody knows the future
so just dont make it complicated
and
enjoy what we have now

you know i enjoyed
maybe someday i will let you know what's in my mind
i can close my eyes to things i dont want to see
but
i cant close my heart to thing i dont want to feel.

-fishiie-

p/s : i care , i miss, and i mean it.

2008-02-20T19:46:00.001+08:00

GO RED HOUSE! GO RED HOUSE!

We will cheer you all the time!

To serve, to strive but not to yield!

Tug-of-War Final

Red House V.S. Green House

1st March 08 @ Field SMKSS

2008-02-13T15:27:00.000+08:00

Valentine's Day V.S. Lollipops

our school 'creative' corporation prefects are selling lollipops for this year valentine's day since school not allowed any roses.
we cant replace it by chrysanthemum right? =.="
btw

its a good idea

doesnt matter

rose , chocolate ,or lollipop he/she also like it

doesnt care what's that
just care who's that

Happy Valentine's Day!

p/s : i prefer chocolates xXp

-fishiie-

2008-02-04T21:02:00.000+08:00

Whatever comes our way,
whatever battle we have raging inside us,
we always have a choice.
I choose to be the best of myself.
It's the choices that make us who we are,
and we can always choose to do what is right.
everything are depends on your choices...
and believe me...
you can make the difference...
be the best of yourself...

-fishiie-

2008-01-27T13:31:00.000+08:00

She won!!!

Polar bear

2008-01-17T21:29:00.001+08:00

The good news is the polar bear is likely to given extra protection under US law. The bad news is its home is disappearing faster than ever. With 2007 predicted to be the warmest year on record it looks like they'll need all the protection they can get.

In December 2006 the US Fish and Wildlife Service officially listed the polar bear as a 'threatened' species, due to the meltdown of its sea-ice habitat caused by global warming. Unfortunately it took a lawsuit by Greenpeace and the Natural Resource Defense Council (NRDC) to force the US administration to put the polar bear on the list and even now its listing is a proposal so could take another year to be made official.

But the implications of the listing go far beyond just the polar bear. Listing under the Endangered Species Act will provide broad protection to polar bears, including a requirement that US federal agencies ensure that any action carried out, authorised, or funded by the US government will not jeopardise the continued existence of polar bears, or adversely modify their critical habitat.

"The United States has failed to lead the world in tackling global warming. With under five percent of the world's people, we generate more than 20 percent of the global warming pollution," said Kert Davies, Greenpeace research director. "We must start cutting greenhouse gas emissions or the Polar Bear will be pushed to the brink of extinction within our lifetime."

While the policy news for the polar bear was good, news from the Arctic was distinctly bad. What used to be the Ayles Ice Shelf has broken off from Ellesmere Island, Canada. The shelf was the size of Manhattan.

Polar bears live only in the Arctic and are totally dependent on the sea ice. A growing body of evidence shows that the Arctic ice is vanishing much faster than previously expected. The thick multiyear ice has been shrinking eight to 10 percent per decade, with some climate models predicting that the Arctic could be ice-free in summer as early as 2040. In some polar regions, the sea ice season has shortened as much as three weeks, and scientists have discovered that the polar ice caps are melting at an alarming rate - losing an area the size of Colorado - more than a million square miles - in just the last year.

The polar bear and the melting of the Arctic are probably the most charismatic and dramatic indicators of our changing climate. It's going to take a lot more than the Endangered Species Act to save the polar bear and stop dangerous global warming.

While the talk about taking action to tackle global warming increased in 2006, there was still too much talk and too little action from world leaders.

Carbon up, temperature up

Carbon dioxide emissions, the biggest cause of global warming, are now rising at more than 2 percent a year. The longer measures to reduce carbon emissions are postponed the more drastic those measures will need to be.

As surely as carbon emissions are rising so are global temperatures. It has already been predicted by the UK Met Office that 2007 is likely to be one of the warmest years on record. This is partly due to El Nino and also due to increasing carbon emissions.

What's needed in 2007 is action -- from governments, corporations, but from all of us as well -- to cut carbon emissions and slow rising temperatures.

Next time you leave a light burning unnecessarily, think about the polar bears. The next time you buy a product, look at its energy efficiency and think about the polar bears. And next time a politician isn't crystal clear that the planet has a problem that needs fixing, vote with your paw.

Take Action

Give the polar bears a helping hand

Resource : Greenpeace

2008-01-13T11:20:00.000+08:00

HELP END WHALING!

Southern Ocean Whale Sanctuary — Following a 10-day search in Antarctic waters, the Greenpeace ship Esperanza has found Japan’s whaling fleet in the Southern Ocean Whale Sanctuary.

The whaling fleet immediately took flight from the Esperanza, which is now in high-speed pursuit. While the fleet is on the run, the whalers are unable to hunt. If they try to start whaling, the Esperanza’s international crew of activists will take non-violent direct action to prevent the Japanese government’s slaughter of nearly 1,000 whales, including 50 endangered fin whales.

Activists will drive inflatable boats between the whaler's harpoons and the whales while using high-powered water pumps to create a curtain of icy water, obscuring the harpooner's view.

We will do nothing to harm or endanger the Japanese vessels or crew. We will, however, use all peaceful means at our disposal to stop the killing of any more whales.

Sanctuary?

The area in which the Japanese fleet are hunting has been designated as the Southern Ocean Whale Sanctuary, designed to help whale populations recover after the devastating commercial whaling of the last century. Many countries were responsible for this collapse in whale populations. Most have since realised the tragic consequences of their actions and now accept, support and promote whale conservation and a complete end to commercial whaling.

Modern scientific research does not require whales to die. In addition to confronting the whaling fleet in the Southern Ocean, we are proving that nobody needs to fire exploding harpoons into whales and kill them for science. Our Great Whale Trail research programme, in collaboration with scientists from the Cook Islands Whale Research, Opération Cétacés (New Caledonia) and the International Fund for Animal Welfare, includes satellite tracking, skin biopsy, and photo identification of whales. The programme has already yielded a vast amount of valuable information. But not a single harpoon needed to be fired.

Scientific whaling is an expensive hoax -- with most of the results being stockpiled in commercial freezers or ending up in dog food.

Japan's research whaling benefits only a very few Japanese bureaucrats, and has cost Japanese taxpayers billions of yen in subsidies. It produces research nobody needs, and whale meat very few want. It deserves to be exposed in Japanese society as a scandalous waste of money.

When the whaling fleet left its home port of Shimonoseki in November, the government of Japan confirmed the sole purpose behind its so-called science programme is to bring about a return to commercial whaling.

“The Japanese people clearly do not support the whaling that is being carried out in their name, and with their tax money”, said Junichi Sato, whales project leader for Greenpeace Japan. “It is time for Prime Minister Fukuda to put an end to Japan’s whaling scandal, and to recall the fleet home to Japan.”

Humpbacks safe -- for now

On December 22nd, the Japanese government backed down in the face of pressure from Greenpeace supporters, whale advocates, and conservation-minded governments, announcing that they would not hunt humpbacks this season.

Rather than reducing the number of whales being killed in the Southern Ocean it looks like the Government of Japan is going to kill a lot more. Plans are emerging for the construction of a new factory ship that will be even bigger than the Nisshin Maru and be able to go on killing thousands of whales over the decades to come. While our activists will be between the harpoons and the whales in the Southern Ocean in order to save hundreds of whales from being killed now, we are urging people to stop even more being killed in the future by writing to the Japanese Prime Minister. Over 12,000 letters have already been sent. We all need to act NOW to stop the hunt forever and make sure that not a single harpoon will be fired again in the Southern Ocean Whale Sanctuary.

For the latest, up-to-the-minute news, check out the Great Whale Trail expedition blog and the live Esperanza Webcams.

Take Action: Stop the new whaling ship

If Japan succeeds in plans to build a new whaling factory ship, whaling could continue for decades. Tell the Japanese Prime Minister that building the new factory ship is a bad idea.

Help raise money to save whales

Create your own Whale Defenders page; get your friends and family to help you defend the whales.

Resource : Greenpeace

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If u're my friends i sincerely hope u can get involved in it...
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c'mon guys...
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Choymeng

寂寞

2008-01-10T16:18:00.000+08:00

寂寞，
它让我的心忐忑不安，
周围的欢乐都被它遮盖着，
它让我感到无比的难受，
它在折腾着我的身，心，灵；现在，
我的大脑荡然无存，
一片空白，
只期盼欢乐天使与主的到来，
把欢乐与希望降临在我身上,
把寂寞赶走！

夜阑人静

2008-01-10T16:13:00.000+08:00

夜阑人静处，
想起你，
这么孤单一首歌，
想探索你留下什么给我，
发现，你统统都带走，
只留下你美丽的脸孔和甜蜜的回忆，
美丽的脸孔还在，
但，回忆却起了化学作用，
都腐烂了，
情义没了，一切都完了？
尝试挽回，
可惜，
痛心，
这一切都随风而去，
我不停的呼喊，
哀号，
贪婪的期盼你会留下些什么，
但你把它们统统都带走，
你带走了她，
你带走了他，
你也带走了它